12.19.2010

I curse my feet.

There is a sweetness
to indecision
The future always hazy
and undefined.
I say I'm 'weighing my options'
But I'm not.
It's another form of paralysis.

Stepping neither forward
nor backward
nor up
nor down
But over and over and over in the same
stupid area of trampled ground.

I curse my feet.
And my heart.